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May 31, 2010


" Im selfish, Impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
I think it's okay to want to make a difference. I think it's okay to express yourself in a world where people rarely do. I think it's okay to screw up too many times to count, but to learn from each mistake. I think it's okay to put yourself out there, even if you look stupid. I think it's okay to be a kid at heart. I think it's okay to let people see your weird side. I think it's okay to let people see your creative side. I think it's okay to think beyond your years. I think it's okay to still feel hurt by people who have betrayed you. I think it's okay to want someone to miss you. I think it's okay to be fearlessly independent. I think it's okay to feel too much. I think it's okay to want to be alone for hours to just think, just breathe, just be you. I think it's okay to listen to your favorite song on repeat until it's not your favorite song anymore. I think it's okay to consider coffee a 2 times a day thing. I think it's okay to truly NOT give a fuck what people think about you. I think it's okay to believe in love despite a broken heart. I think it's okay to have confidence in the unknown, simply to know that your life will be more than okay, but that it will be beautiful.
"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do." -Jack Kerouac

"breathe in with love, breathe out with hate.

live for the moment, embrace your fate

breathe in with courage, breathe out with fear.

don't loose your soul, the future is here"*

"The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone is likely to discover places no one has ever been before. Creativity in living is not without its attendant difficulties; For peculiarity breed contempt. And the unfortunate thing about being ahead of your time is that when people finally realize you were right, they'll say it was obvious all along.You have two choices in life: you can dissolve into the mainstream or you can be distinct. To be distinct, you must be different. To be different, you must strive to be what no one else but you can be."

I want to be anything but average. I am anything but ordinary. I have faith that I can do huge things. I don't listen to other people's advice, unless I ask for it. Because honestly, most people don't know how to live their own life either.

"been dreaming of blue skies, new horizons and sights for my eyes,

the discovery of the unknown, something to tell the folks back home,

i want to get away, to feel the sun on my skin, to feel it really sinking in"- la roux

May 27, 2010

change your world

change your thoughts

flying next to my dreams

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."- Mother Teresa

"Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change."- Malcom X

Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying. - Grey's Anatomy

May 24, 2010


"There is a day that is yours for embracing. Everything's nothing, and nothing is ours"- Hot Chip

"evacuate the dance floor, im infected by the sound. STOP this beat is killing me."-Kaskade

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now." -B.O.B.
well me and the boys decided to live up the last day. sam & tj were a little too tired to keep up. i was still determined to go see a bunch of the bands. i was in denial it was the last day, i was NOT ready to head back to Tucson. but i was desperately missing my bed & shower. the last day was... out of this world. too great.
MUSiC FAVES OF THE DAY: Phoenix, Thom York, Miike Snow, B.O.B., Mutemath, Rusko, Local Natives

"is this how you want it?

Not a miracle in years.

Sad is for the lonely."


"Slurring all my words
Until something sticks
But in this smoky universe
My mind keeps playing tricks
And although
You're the only home I know
As if by Magic
Thoughts of you are gone
And now I'm keeping my head in the clouds
And it's not so tragic
If I don't look down"
-La Roux


"Submerging from your world
And back into my bliss
A day rolled into one
Is burning on my lips
Blurring all your words
Until they don't exist
And in a parallel universe
It's me you can't resist"

-La Roux

DAY 2: This was needless to say, a great day. During the afternoon, the gals ventured off to the arts & crafts area. There were different tents for so many cool things-- t shirt making, jewelry, painting... & then a makeover stand. Which, yes we went to. the results::: Sam=Avatar, me=Jack Sparrow, Sarah= garden lady gone tribal, Lindsey=Gremlin. it was beyond funny watching the whole process. My first hairdo basically looked like cindy loo hoo with flowers growing out of my hair!! it was WAY too much for me and i had to take it down haha. kept one flower.. not all 20.

"There's a place I'd like to go somewhere out west, it's not specific, and the pictures show it best. There's a girl out there who's lookin for it too, she's not sure when she'll go or exactly what she'll do." -MGMT

"come dance with me in the colors of the dark" -The Avett Brothers

MUSiC FAVES OF THE DAY: Tiesto, MGMT, David Guetta, Hot Chip, Kaskade, Bassnectar

"But if I try to feel at all I am deceived

my mind's affected, it's empty now

as I lay down, I feel alright

my heart is racing"-MGMT


"Hold to the time that you know

You don't have to move on to let go" -Deadmau5

"Never wanted time for looking back,

For a moment I look down and wander

And of what's to come today,

Girl, I wonder where you are."

-Ra Ra Riot

This was-- hands down-- the best weekend of the year! Every little detail of this weekend was memorable. From the fact the we left Arizona without our campground passes because Sam could not get ahold of the aussie man that she had bought them from, then being pulled over STILL in Tucson bc TJ was driving like a drunken fool, when he was 100% sober... & then when we got to the never ending line of hippies, I tweeted Deadmau5 (AS A JOKE) & he replied.... & proceeded to get my number. This was all before entering the campgrounds. Oh & lets not forget the minor detail that I fell on all 4's in this line and TJ scooped me up army style, threw me back on my feet & told me to keep running... hahah thanks manSo as we eagerly made it to our site 6 hours later? AT 7 AM! I led the entire group in putting together the tents... SYKKEE. haha i passed out and woke up with a lovely camping area, thanks yall! Day 1 started before we could realize the previous day was over. The lineup for the first day was already so sick: LCD Soundsystem, Jay Z, Them Crooked Vultures, DEADMAU5, PASSION PIT, Benny Benassi, the Avett Brothers, Iglu & Hartly, Wale & more...
CAMP 5UCK iT>>> 520 taking over.

The weather in Indio, California was UNBELIEVABLY HOT. You would think we would be use to it, us Tucson kids, but it was still rough. & everything was rather expensive. But other than that it was so amazing. We made friends with anyone & everyone around us. Friendly place. Lots of Australians? & hottt ones! I'm a sucker for accents. Jay Z had a special performance with BEYONCE to "Forever Young" & it was beyond amazing. We ended the night with Deadmau5, which was the sickest set of the whole weekend.

"Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down,
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet,
I won't let you in again, the messages I've tried to send,
my informations just not going in,
burnin' bridges shore to shore, I'll break away from something more,
I'm not turned off to love until it's cheap.
This time baby, I'll be BULLETPROOF."
-La Roux
"MDMA got you feelin' like a champion
The city never sleeps, better slip you an Ambien"-Jay Z
MUSiC FAVES OF THE DAY: Passion Pit, Deadmau5, LCD Soundsystem, Jay Z, Benny Benassi, La Roux, Ra Ra Riot, She & Him
"Oh baby, your time is running out,
I won't let you turn around,
and tell me now I'm much too proud,
All you do is fill me up with doubt."
-La Roux

May 23, 2010

kiss kiss. BANG BANG.

"No wonder I'm scared to look in your eyes.

You've turned me away, so many times

You can take it away at any given moment

It's hard to believe, while you're in this disguise."- La Roux

"i believe in believing the things that we don't see." -passion pit

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."- Eleanor Roosevelt

"For a woman that's fallen over head and ears

And still so warm, but I'm lonely too,

Suddenly she is still and says, "I hope that things will be better here."

-Ra Ra Riot

"The quality of your life is the quality of your relationships."- Anthony Robbins

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away." -Grey's Anatomy

"So go I know you would not stay. It wasn't true, but anyway- How am I supposed to pretend I never want to see you again?" -Vampire Weekend

"I believe that as soon as people want peace in the world they can have it.

The only trouble is they are not aware they can get it."- John Lennon


"In the dark of the night I can hear you calling my name

With the hardest of hearts, I still feel full of pain

So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if your ever around

even though it was me who drove us right into the ground."- KOL

These are entries from end of spring semester. Theta did Spring Fling with Pike & it was a really fun week. The pictures where i have crazy make up was from the date dash-- "I wish I was...." KE$HA. fratty times.

Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed.

Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone

just as wild to run with them.”- Sex & the City

"All my days end too slow

And I wonder where I've left to go

Anyway, there's no such thing as company.

I've discovered all I've got to do."

-Ra Ra Riot

"Have you ever heard of some shit so real. Beyong the heart, from the soul you can feel." -Kid Cudi
"I'll make it seem like I'm stronger but I'm quite the actor.
And now I'm so caught up and I can't escape this pattern."- passion.pit