"say something, i'm giving up on you...

i'm sorry that i couldn't get to you."



i would never give up on you babe.
this is for my best friend. i love you.

 "anywhere, i would have followed you."

be strong, be brave, be better. i am here for you always and forever. just say something. xxxxxo

labor day

happy labor day. im heading to a cook out in north hollywood with some of my old AADA friends. stay beautiful. xo.

oh ps. i got into AMDA with a scholarship :) i feel like things are falling into place again.

happy fourth of july america.

i hope everyone is having a wonderful long weekend for the 4th of July! xo.

americana

happy memorial day! hope it's a good one. drink some brews and eat some watermelon for me, k? preferably by a lake.

i've fallen back into my guitar addiction. can't stop won't stop. my new set list include Rolling in the Deep (Adele), Love the Way You Lie (eminem), Little Lion Man (Mumfor & sons), and Over My Head (the fray) ... these are all new for me so i'm in the rough phase :) xo.

love quotes.

i just LOVE love. so here's one last post for Valentine's day. xo.

"Never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours." - Beethoven

"The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end." -Benjamin Disraeli

"Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear." - John Lennon

"A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same." - Elbert Hubbard

"Wherever you go, go with all your heart." - Confucius

"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it." - Audrey Hepburn

"And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart." -e. e. cummings

"I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you." - Roy Croft

happy lover's day.

dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful. you are capable. you may not be perfect, but you are perfect to someone else. in any case, i think imperfections are the most beautiful qualities.

it doesn't matter if you are single, in a relationship, or caught in some crazy love triangle... just be good to the people you love & who love you BACK. don't waste energy on the one's who don't see how great you are.

 whoever is still reading this post, it doesn't matter how you spend this day of love. go into it with no expectations. be loving to the important people. if you're happy n a relationship, cherish each other. if you are single, cherish yourself.

 "we accept the love we think we deserve" --- for a long time, i use to believe that i was not worth loving, so i didn't really love myself. but, i have learned that this is not true and i was living a lie. it's impossible to love others if you don't love yourself first.

 “I know the a life without love is no life at all” - Leonardo DaVinci

 i'm not the "always have a boyfriend" kind of girl. i'm stubbornly independent, but last year i got my hopes up only to be hurt & spent this day crying like a pathetic cliche from a movie scene. but this year is different. 

i am happy. i am driven. i love myself, my friends, and most importantly my family. so i am going to spend this day doing good things for myself, while surrounded by the people who are meant to be in my life at this point in time. 

i hope you all do the same. happy valentine's day, you are perfect to me.

always free.

 i just felt like rambling so here we go, oh but first a photo shoot because i have after 20 years learned how to curl my hair. i know, it's a proud moment for.

okay thanks for wasting your time. well currently in nashville: snow has become a very normal thing. which is really not normal. because as long as i've lived here we were lucky if it snowed once! so it's kind of amazing, i feel like my home town has been turned into a winter wonderland this past week :)

however that does not mean i could ever live in a snowy place because i still hate cold weather. i HATE being cold. but i love winter clothes. so i mean, you win some you lose some.

other than that, i'm really enjoying my time in Nashville. it grows on me, even being from here, because when i return after being gone for almost years, i realize how great it is to be from here. life here isn't simple, but compared to LA, it is extremely simple.

and people are nicer... and i think my southern accent (or whatever accent i have) is creeping back in... OH NO my acting teacher is going to kill me!

but yeah, life is good right now. it was so amazing to see all my friends from high school & such over the holidays. most people think they leave high school and move onto their college friends, but i've learned for myself that my best friends in the world come from home.

okay, off to Rumours East (a lovely wine bar in east Nashville) to meet my angel of a mother. stay beautiful. xo.

christmas eve

whiskey kitchen.

 we meet Chord Overstreet from GLEE :)

 & then he bought me a shot. #proudmoment