stare blankly

i've considered many of times to just fucking start all over and begin a new blog. but i have a hard time betraying what was me, and the idea of not bringing you who i am.

we are drunk on the idea that love can and will save us. but what about when it doesn't? where do you turn? how do you move forward? how do you become okay with your brokenness? i think that is what we are all desperately searching for. if only i get this---- and then that---- but the thing is you cannot runaway from who you are, it will always catch up with you.

silver linings playbook

“You have to do everything you can. You have to work your hardest & if you do, if you stay positive you have a shot at a silver lining.”

“The world will break your heart 10 ways to Sunday that’s guaranteed. & I can’t begin to explain that or the craziness inside myself and everybody else, but guess what? Sunday's my favorite day again. I think of everything everyone did for me & I feel like a very lucky guy.”

“The only way to beat my crazy was by doing something even crazier. Thank you. I love you. I knew it from the moment I saw you. I’m sorry it took me so long to catch up.”

“You may not have experienced the shit that I did, but you loved hearing about it, didn’t you? You are afraid to be alive, you’re afraid to live. You’re a hypocrite. You’re a conformist. You’re a liar. I opened up to you, and you judged me. You’re an asshole.”

I'm so happy Jennifer Lawrence won the actor @ the sag awards & her acceptance speech was flawless...



but i do not understand how bradley cooper didn't as well. in my opinion, he nailed it. spot on. if you haven't seen it yet, i really loved it. & i love even more that someone was brave enough to write a script that is so close to home, so heartfelt. & as jennifer lawrence said-- "you made a movie for your son so he wouldn't feel alone & so he could feel understood & i think i can speak on behalf of most of us that you have helped more than your son."

virgin suicides

one of my girl crushes Rosie--- model turned actress with her first movie Transformers 3. after much drama/conflict between Michael Bay & Megan Fox, Rosie Hunington-Whiteley was hand picked by the director to be the new leading lady.

I just adore her. I saw her interview on Chelsea Lately & thought she was quite charming & natural. I don't think she is going to have a hard time breaking into the acting business.

I'm not a huge Transformers fan, but I may check it out... anyone seen it yet?

holy hangover.

i am dying to see the hangover 2. it has already broken box office records by making 86.5 million dollars in the last 3 days!! that's it, i'm seeing it tomorrow. need some good laughter. 

film quotes

because words always seem to help late at night when you feel alone...

"I live to like you and I can't like you anymore. So, when you get your heart splattered all over hell and you're feeling really low and dirty, don't run to me to help pull you back up because, maybe, for the first time in your life, I won't be there." - Pretty In Pink

"What’s too painful to remember, we simply choose to forget. So it’s the laughter, we’ll remember, whenever we remember the way we were." --The Way We Were

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"Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning...breathe in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out....and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how great and perfect I had it once" - Sleepless in Seattle

"You spend all your time looking for love yet you feel nothing even when its staring you in the face I will love again but You will spend all your life knowing you turned your back on love and THAT makes you a hypocrite." -Cruel Intentions

"Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there." -Good Will Hunting

"You cannot leave everything to fate, boy. She's got alot to do, sometimes you must give her a hand." -Ever After

"If you can't laugh at yourself, life's gonna seem a whole lot longer than you'd like. What do ya do? You laugh, you know, I'm not saying I don't cry... but in between... I laugh." -Garden State

"Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love." - A Lot Like Love

"You never see the hard days in a photo album... but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next." -Just Married

"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have." -Garden State

FUN facts.

i like to spend my free time on imdb.com & i thought i would share some interesting facts & quotes i found. enjoy.

Zooey Deschenel was in "Almost Famous" and went to high school with costar "Kate Hudson"

Paul Rudd spent 2 years at the University of Kansas and then pursued his LA dreams by auditioning and attending the American Academy of Dramatic Arts... :)

"It's an addiction. I love clothes. I like to go down Melrose and look in all the windows and I go to different flea markets. I have lots of costumes. You never know when you're going to have to dress up like a milkmaid from the 1600s."

"I don't want to be a babe. I don't want vanity to ever get in the way, because I think to maintain that, you have to be aware of yourself all the time, and that gets in the way of acting. My job's not to be the beautiful person. My job is to be the best actor I can be."I love old music, old movies, screwball comedies, vintage clothes and basically I'm an old-fashioned gal."- Zooey Deschenel

"Southern-bred Mary-Louise Parker showed potential in her teens and majored in acting in her college years, graduating from the North Carolina School of the Arts" (i went to a summer program there when i was 15 and met one of my current best friends, Savannah, who was there for dance)

Hunter Parish's birthday is May 13th! (thats my birthday)

"I do feel like I've grown up. Living by yourself in two cities, having a relationship, the Hollywood stuff. It forces you to deal with things as an adult."- Amanda Seyfried

"The best thing about acting is that I get to lose myself in another character and actually get paid for it. It's a great outlet. As for myself, I'm not sure who I am. It seems that I change every day."- Leonardo DiCaprio

"You can either be a vain movie star, or you can try to shed some light on different aspects of the human condition."- Leo (lovelovelove this quote)

"I cheated a lot, because I just couldn't sit and do homework. I usually sat next to someone extremely smart."- Leo

"I'm not really the quiet type, although some people think I am. But I'm the rebel type in the sense that I don't think I'm like everyone else. I try to be an individual."- leo

Kate Beckinsale & Brittany Snow have pasts with eating disorders: anorexia & bulimia. They both overcame their suffering!

"Due to the seven inch height difference between her and co-star Mila Kunis on "That 70's Show", Laura and Mila are often filmed sitting down so that they can appear in the frame together. At other times Mila wears platform shoes to give herself four extra inches."

Mila Kunis auditioned for "That 70's Show" at age 14, and claimed she would be 18 on her birthday... not being specific about which one. She got the job before they realized how young she was, but they liked her so much so they worked with her working hours.

inception

whenever i see a great film, i get really motivated to be better! ahhhh i only hope one day to be on sets half as cool...
tomorrow i wrap up my 3rd week of summer school. i'm excited for the year, because it will be so intense and i will be challenged all the time. but here's my INCEPTION input...
I just got back from seeing Inception. IT WAS BRILLIANT. the plot is absolutely insane. it reall fucks with your mind and get you on the edge of your seat. not to mention the A+ casting...

Leonardo DiCaprio

Ellen Page

Joseph Gordon-Levitt

Michael Caine

Cillan Murphy

& more...

these are a few...

these are a few of my favorite things.... randomly put.

1. "Breakfast at Tiffanys"//Audrey Hepburn//sleepy eye covers
2. tights!!! tights with shorts, tights with skirts, tights with dresses, tights with tights...
3. PAUL RUDD/comedy movies
4. long chained purses, and i mean if they happen to be chanel...
5. NYLON MAGAZiNE. best. ever.
6. being a loner... spending time alone to think and create.
7. the amazing urbn companies:: urban outfitters, free people, anthropologie.
8. being a little rebel every now and again, and again, and again, and....
9. COFFEEEEE!!! all day errrryday.
10. short jean shorts. obsessed.
11. wildfox//wildfox ads//singing girls just wanna have fun when no ones is around or in sight... i mean what?
12. the movie "Almost Famous"
13. juicy perfume and the bow that comes with it
14. converse shoeizzzzles.