Boy: Please wait, don't shut the door.
Girl: What are you doing here?
Boy: I don't know
Girl: You don't know why you are knocking at my door, standing with flowers at 5:00 in the morning?
Boy: I really do not know. i just, i had to see you.
Girl: .... but you broke my heart.
Boy: I know
Girl: You just changed your mind one day &YOU walked out of my life. YOU kind of never talked to me after you left me.
Boy: I know.
Boy: I don't know.
Girl: Really? That is all you can say after all this time. Do you even understand how hard its been? Your silence was the most hurtful thing in the world to me. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't BREATHE without you for so long. Do you know how hard it was to simply remember to breathe? Do you know how hard it is to see you?
Boy: I just, I missed you.
Girl: Thats not fair. Because I missed you too. I missed you so badly it hurt. It physically hurt to think about you. It physically hurt to hear or to say your name. You took everything out of me by simply not being there. My whole world was turned upside down and I didn't know how to merely exist without you. It was pathetic. But now, now I am okay. I WAS okay, until i saw your face 10 seconds ago. so showing up when I am happy is not okay, its cruel.
Boy: I was scared...
Girl: I really don't want to hear your bullshit excuses now. It's a bit too late.
Boy: Do you know how hard it was for me??
Girl: for you? YOU LEFT ME.
Boy: That's not what i am asking
Girl: Then what are you asking?
Boy: Do you know how hard it was loving you?
Boy: I have never stopped loving you, you are the most fucking lovable person on this planet and thats why it was so fucking hard. You walk down the street and everyone can't help but turn their heads and look at you. You have this unexplainable quality that is untouchable, and imperfectly perfect. Every single guy WANTS you. & every single girl wants to be you. I didn't leave you because i stopped loving you. I left you because I loved you too much to have to share you with the rest of the world. I'm selfish and I want you all for myself. I want you more every day it scares me. I want you. you and me forever.
Boy: I am sorry if i caused you pain, I didn't mean for that to happen, please believe me.
Girl: Thats the problem, you did.
Boy: Can i try to fix it?
Girl: You broke my heart, thats not something you can fix. It has already been done. and it was the hardest thing I have ever been through. So no you cannot fix me. You cannot come back to me. You cannot knock on my door at 5 am because you fucking miss me. Because you just now realized you want me. You are right though, you are selfish. and i cannot let you back in my life because I am FINALLY not in pain anymore. And most importantly, because last night I did not cry myself to sleep for the first time since you've been gone.