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Sep 30, 2010

you are you & you are enough

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief…and unspeakable love.”

"i've got a tight grip on reality,
but i can't let go of what's in front of me here."

"The best way to succeed
in life is to act on the advice we give to others."

"I believe one of the most important prio
rities is to do whatever we do as well as we can." - Victor Kermit Kiam

"Nothing limits achievement like small thinking; nothing expands possibilities like unleashed imagination." - William Arthur Ward

"The secret of success in life is for a man to be ready for his opportunity when it comes." - Benjamin Disraeli

Sep 29, 2010

young hearts

why hello darling. miss me? yeah didn't think so.
well reason being for my lack of writing has been school-- i eat sleep sit in traffic & go to school.
recently @ my acting school: i am working on a kissing scene from Picnic, working on the song "I don't know how to love him" & learning the Charleston in movement!
it's been really fun and busy... the other 2 classes (Alexander Technique & Voice and Speech) are more paper work and self work
i've been doing well in school, except the fact that i keep getting in trouble ha-- but for making people laugh, i don't know. its really stupid.
"Every artist was first an amateur."
Ralph Waldo Emerson
other than aada, i am still counting down the days til i move to west hollywood.
& i'm not going to lie, i have felt some of my insecurities creep back in recently. it's hard to live in LA and not to compare yourselves to others-- especially when you're at an acting school.
i need to stop. breathe. and re-focus on myself and tell myself that i am good enough. that i don't need to look or act like any other girls at AADA, because no one can be me, so i need to remember the beauty in THAT.
easier said than done. but also it just gets old meeting new people... wait that sounded wrong. i love meeting new people. but it's about time i have a solid few girlfriends and i honestly don't have that here.
i get along better with the guys in my class, but thats also different because i still need my girly time... AND OF COURSE, i want to meet guys that i am actually interested in and don't just want to sit and goof off together in class with :)
but i will just let time take it's course. because there comes a point where i need to give myself a break, because what? i moved here in July and started up with a whole new class in September.. i'm just impatient. i want results now! just like i want to be going on my own tv show.... cricket. cricket. too much? ha alright, got it.
but seriously, to anyone who reads this remember that you are beautiful and no one else in the world is you. so do what you will with that. xo. dream big

Sep 27, 2010

i have so much to do this week.
i took a deep breath
let it go.

Sep 26, 2010


beautiful words from taylor swift

"People haven't always been there for me but music always has."

"I suffer from girlnextdooritis where the guy is friends with you and that's it."
"Your lucky enough to be different, never change"
"All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around.
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is
let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around."
"No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind."
"You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter. You are the best thing that's ever been mine."
"Braced myself for the goodbye cause that's all I've ever known. Then you took me by surprise, you said, "I'll never leave you alone."

love shia

broken arrow

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
It's the thought that he's missing,

I miss him, I'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Live a broken arrow,
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Standing in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow...
-Pixie Lott

pixie lott

PiXiE LOTT's the name. I adore this girl from London. She's a singer and she really does have an amazing voice. She's really famous in England & starting to get recognized in the states.
i think she slightly has a Ke$ha vibe to her, but kesha sucks and pixie lott is a huge talent!!

(i know i posted hayley williams cover of use somebody-- but this is way different! & also the version i'm working on in my voice lessons!)
i love love loveee her style, you can totally tell it is very London-inspired. I neeed to go abck to London, when I was there last winter I had so much fun wearing knee high socks, tights, or just anything crazy i wanted to test out.
Anyways check out her music, I think she has an amazing and solid career going for her