just breathe.

"I'm lucky to breathe, I'm lucky to feel,

I'm glad to wake up, I'm glad to be here"

-Jimi Hendrix

"You seem to believe you

Belong to somebody else

When you leave me alone in this world

You know that I'm in hell

When you know what it's like

To be lonely and by yourself"

-La Roux

"Forever is a long long time

When you lost your way

Trying to follow your ideals"

-Phoenix

"You contradict everything, and I don't care

Your logic is twisted, and I don't care

I'll pretend to be happy, and I don't care"

-Deadmau5

"Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying."- Grey's Anatomy

Okay, I know... these are all depressing quotes. This was what I call post-nyfa depression. Everything made sense for a split second & then it all fell apart again. I was starting to learn I was not happy in college, but not taking action to change it... yet. Just kept waking up & living the same day on repeat. No life in it... very blah.. very dark... very NOT okay. At least I found a way to express my self to MYSELF... simply & kind heartedly, for example: "FUCK OFF" .... try it, you'll feel better, i promise.